It's not quite the same, but I worried I would make Riley sick. That he would be born a diabetic. I worried he wouldn't have ten toes or his nose would be stuck to the side of his head. I worried I wouldn't know how to change diapers or that he wouldn't want to breast feed. But you take it in your stride, sweetheart. No matter what happens, you're still her Mummy and you'll deal with that whatever it takes. You'll adjust and she'll love you no matter what.

Chase is in the same room Lachie was. It brought back a lot of pain for me, but I didn't let myself run and hide. That's an easy thing to do.