I don't think ya should feel bad for not feelin' ready. It's not gonna be the end of the world if your cuppa tea is the best thing. Nothin' beats a good cup of tea. Still can't believe ya dusted the Christmas tree. I can't wait for that feelin' of awe. I'm still holdin' my breath about bein' able to touch our little girl.

I know ya do... and thanks. It's nice havin' people that understand.